{"id":1500,"date":"2023-06-01T13:43:00","date_gmt":"2023-06-01T17:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pensivejournal.com\/?p=1500"},"modified":"2023-06-01T13:43:00","modified_gmt":"2023-06-01T17:43:00","slug":"after-listening-to-a-past-life-regression-hypnosis-i-found-on-youtube-for-the-fourth-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pensivejournal.com\/poetry\/after-listening-to-a-past-life-regression-hypnosis-i-found-on-youtube-for-the-fourth-time\/","title":{"rendered":"after listening to a past life regression hypnosis I found on Youtube (for the fourth time)"},"content":{"rendered":"
In all of my past lives I am a horrible cook<\/span><\/p>\n but a wonderful dancer.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n In all of my past lives there is never enough money<\/span><\/p>\n but always someone to blame.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n In all of my past lives there is a child<\/span><\/p>\n but they do not survive.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I know this because I\u2019ve hypnotized myself<\/span><\/p>\n and see this every time.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n There is the one I left in a saloon<\/span><\/p>\n after spending too many moons crying<\/span><\/p>\n over the soil of his mother\u2019s grave.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n There is the one I lost in a freezing lake<\/span><\/p>\n after I fell in, trying to save a horse,<\/span><\/p>\n and then saw her future ghost.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n There is the one I left wrapped in a blanket of animal skin<\/span><\/p>\n after singing her to sleep<\/span><\/p>\n and returned to find all of the teepees burned.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n In all of my past lives there is a child<\/span><\/p>\n who does not survive.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I know this and yet still I try<\/span><\/p>\n every time<\/span><\/p>\n to find their eyes, open and alive<\/span><\/p>\n their hands, reaching for mine<\/span><\/p>\n every time<\/span><\/p>\n hoping they\u2019ll hold on and tell me:<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n In this one, we both survive.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" In all of my past lives I am a horrible cook but a wonderful dancer. In all of my past lives there is never enough money but always someone to blame. In all of my past lives there is a child but they do not survive. I know this because I\u2019ve hypnotized…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":352,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"issue":[289],"coauthors":[308],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n