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I step out of my old clothes:
\nshame, frustration, rage.<\/p>\n

I take them off like a child coming in from the cold
\ninto a warm house, throwing them in a wet pile
\non the floor.<\/p>\n

Again I am opening the door,
\nagain unzipping my coat.<\/p>\n

Over and over I must learn the same lessons
\nlike late October sleet
\nthat bends the birch, still heavy with leaves, almost to breaking – <\/p>\n

And again I shake if off, stand
\nin my same body in the light: here, now,
\nwater dripping from my sleeves.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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